I felt there was a missing piece, that people think I am just flowing through this easily. It felt misleading, and I need to be more honest with you all.
Read More"Open the door, its the police! I had not spoken to anyone in my family for about 8 years, except for the letter that I wrote to my father when I was told he was on his deathbed. They had been trying to reach out to me through so many channels and through so many people, but I never responded. To the point that in 2014, I was in my apartment in Santa Monica, and it was about 2:00 in the afternoon
Read MoreWhen my reality did not resemble anything near success or glamor. I still closed my eyes, breathed fully and visualized my desired future. When I was almost getting deported, when I was handed my eviction notice, when I filed for bankruptcy, when I got fired from my job, when my boyfriend broke up with me and when I was quarantined all by myself. When people around me thought I was delusional, unrealistic and held interventions because they were so worried about me and wanted me to get a “job”, I still closed my eyes each and every day, first thing in the morning and last thing before I sleep, and visualized an optimistic future where I can spread the very teachings that I deeply love and saved my life and help as many people as I can on their own transformative journey to heal, transform and manifest their best life.
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